Vincent Carabeo
22 октября 2018
Hello, it's me (no that's not me in the photo 😂). As usual, I'm sorry I haven't been around. Behind on responding. Behind on giving updates. But I'm alive and still fighting like hell. It's been tough lately — chemo fucking sucks. I lose my strength more and more with each session. But I'm alive and so close to being done. It's been tough to get on social because every part of me wishes I could be doing that, traveling there, eating that, participating in that campaign, etc. Yes, I'm happy for everyone and rooting for you all but I wouldn't be telling the truth if I said I wasn't jealous. I am. Sooner or later, I'll get to join in. Soon. I promise to see and hang out with as many of you as possible once I beat this. You have my word ✊🏽 As always — thank you, I appreciate you and I love you. For now, here's one from Singapore. Damn I miss traveling!!! #fuckcancer
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Yeah I guess I’m behind on things. Sharing my journey or blogging my photos from Asia. But things are starting to look up. Just this Tuesday I finished my 10th chemo session, which means 2 chemo sessions left. It’s been harder lately because my body feels weak and I’m 24/7 nauseous but I’m fighting and hanging in there. I still have my fair share of moments when the scary thoughts of dying creeps in — sorry don’t mean to sound like such a downer. It’s just a part of my every day reality. BUT right now, as I’m sitting at Starbucks working, just two days after doing chemo, I have this big smile on my face because I feel hopeful. My mind is starting to think about future plans. I feel like I’m getting closer and closer to being released from all this weight that I carry. By October 31st, I will be done with my chemo treatment. There is a finish line and then I’m temporarily given freedom until they run tests to see where my cancer is at. Heck that didn’t sound that promising but it’s something and I’m holding on to that. I have every intention of picking up my camera, traveling, hugging familiar faces and seeing those who have been so supportive of this journey. I want to get out there. To just live and express my love and appreciation 😂 man I’m a softy but I can’t wait. For now, here’s one from my time in Chiangmai Thailand. Cheers and as always, thank you, I appreciate you and I love you ✌🏽 btw, #fuckcancer
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One of my favorites from my time in Asia. I miss the chaotic streets of Hanoi. If you ever get a chance, make your way there and find a shop to just sit down and people watch. The streets of Hanoi is chaotic but so beautiful. Oh and don’t forget to treat yourself to some Vietnamese coffee 👌🏽
My heart is so full hanging out with this little guy. Could barely get any work done. @juliamanchik @yuriymanchik if you ever need a babysitter for Lev, I volunteer 🤷🏽♂❤️ #ShotOnMoment #MomentWide #Shotoniphone @moment
Oh Hawaii, I miss you. The moody PNW winter has been cool and all but I’m over it 😂 Sunny days, please? #ShotOnMoment #ShotOniPhone #iphoneX @moment
